WHY MUST FATE LET US MEET??

Amoung countless of people, it is the best to have such person like you. I'm using the rest of my life for that person. It is alright to live life like this and knowing all of these are just because of you. It is the first time i felt that something is impossible.

Now, my loved one were about to leave and this means that my love has reached an end. My life is full with your memories. I will love you always but in my heart. I will erase them away again and again, and it is something impossible for my heart.

Although it is too hard for both of us but is better than losing you. I'm fine being in relationship, being been driving me crazy but not loving you is a worse. You're the one who always made me cry, made me smile, made me happy, made me laugh with your jokes and made me believe in love which led to my death. Without you, there is no happiness from the very beginning and now, i can understand the truth.

I'm missing you again and again. This is all i can do, praying for more pain makes me more miserable. No matter how big the failure is, world never give up on you. Keeping your scent and remembering your voice. No matter where you are, i can find you. The sad destiny is letting you go.

When i see you, the reason my heart hurts. Now i know why my heart started beating again; the uncontrolable me. If i can't have you, i'm better off to dead. But why am i feeling that i'm missing a lot? Just for my own selfish life, i'm getting sick of it. Why does GOD let me meet you? Letting me suffer with all these pain. I'm willing to give you my soul in exchanged for yours and shout, I LOVE YOU!!

I swear in my heart not to do something like this. I just can't help but think of you. I don't regret of letting you leaving but i'm still crying. Now i can't even miss you, i will have to throw those thinking's away and so that i can leave you peacefully. But why still in my mind, i can't erase your shadow; our memories together are too clear.

I know that it can't be erased to solve all the problems but it is going to be painful. I have no thought of it. Maybe you will be happy, perhaps you're smilling; atleast you should be like this. And every words which you said to me, i'll keep them all in my heart forever..